Dark thoughts and To-do lists. This use to have a more organized account of what I was working on in front of the computer, task-by task, but now that I am doing a variety of things, I don't write them down ahead of time. I need this to be automated using technology. Simply categorizing behaviors and automatically recording my inner voice like text-to-speech.
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Brian Cullinan
12205 Rustler Rd
Flagstaff, Arizona 86004
bjcullinan@gmail.com
+1 (480) 466-0856
Citizenship: Yes
Special Hiring Authority: Person with Disability
Federal Experience: None (on-going?)
Clearance: Level 0 (internet?)
OBJECTIVE: To obtain a full time position in public service with the FBI as a residential field
agent.
SKILLS SUMMARY: Fast context switching, easy to focus, quick learning individual. Over 24 years
of programming experience in Computer Science, computer programming, web technologies,
user-experience development, and data managements. Over 10 years of multi-cultural study,
philosophy, cognative bias, psychology, and theology. Multi-lingual with extensive
understanding of the English language, and a basic understanding of Polish (Mandarin and Arabic
pending). Deployed multiple business ventures complete with monetization on cloud platforms, as well
as self-hosted, on premise solutions. I am driven, highly trained, technologist and
contradictarian, with an emphasis on compassion and empathy towards others.
- In my role as a Software Engineer for a start-up medical company, EPIC Research and Diagnostics, I
exercised the full extent of my Computer Science expertise. During my tenure I was involved in
computer programming a medical kiosk, this simplified the workflow and necessary security components by
heavily restricting access to internal systems on the Windows based workstation accompanying the medical
scanning device. This was a homebrew user-experience that tailored low-level Windows API function calls,
as well as Group Policy to prevent tampering, misuse, and common web-browsing security flaws throught the
clinical trial.
- As a technologist Using MatLab native compilation, linear regression, and kirlian imaging, I spent
months studying and rewriting the entire software platform. I was able to reduce image processing time from 10
minutes to only 10 milliseconds per image. That is a 6,000% performance improvement over the previous version.
The improved platform was fast enough to run on video image capture from the device. In regard to data
management in no small part, the performance was improved by systematically redesigning the database model
to use "near" 3rd-Normal form.
- In additional to these major business goals, I developed, along-side another colleague, an on premise
internet-based solution for a personal "cloud" service that communicated locally with many connected client
across multiple physical hospital locations. Doctors would be able to communicate test results as they work from
different locations in town through the web based (web technologies) service (Microsoft MVC). This
inspired my propensity for medicine and full-body health and continued research in the field.
- With a development mindset towards body and health, I turned my focus, skill and study to the mind itself.
A former Marine
approached me with an idea to improve studying for college students. Over the course of 3 years, we designed and
developed 3 individual products and user expereiences with modern web technologies. We used Drupal
and Symphony to create an entire course based on study techniques students could implement to improve memory
retention.
- Throughout working on the platform, I also benefitted from the lessons. I learned how to remove distractions
from my environment and to vary my location while studying to expand associative memory. I also learned
interleaving study, which is studying different topics in seqence to improve memory retention.
- I helped monetize the platform by configuring and implementing the proper server transactional API
calls to Authorize.NET. This non-trivial process includes properly configuring server architecture to adhere to
PCI-DSS (Payment card industry, data security standards). Even though our server was designed NOT to store
customer information, we felt it was important to secure any association with student names and study data.
- I have adopted a mode of teaching to learn, which states that in order to fully understand a subject, a
person should be able to teach it. I intend to apply this to all facets of my career. I also learned a mode of
study popular in the medical field know as spaced repitition. This was the focus of our third
application, an iOS and web-based app that implemented flash cards at specifically timed intervals. The outcome
is that by studying flash cards that we not remembered more frequently, after a month of study the information
can be actively recalled (i.e. the testing effect) from memory.
- To further my studies, I spent a significate amount of time learning and recognizing over 200 cognative
biases. In order to understand my own mental development, I explored mythology from the 5 major world
religions. In order to understand the effect of religion on culture, I studies cultural norms such
as whether it is appropriate to be late for a meeting, or whether I should repair an old toy versus throw it
away and buy a new one. I extended this study into cooking and attempted to make dishes from major
cultures around the world.
- With a basic Sumarian level understanding of moral law, I turned my focus the abuses and self-abuses of modern
law. It became clear to that Americans are not willing to extract any measurable utility from my own mind and I would have to work alone. In my investigation I studied anti-social behavior laws as it relates to attempted mitigation
through shadow banning on social media platforms. It was my intention to philosophically prove the same
feature-set exposed by the darkweb, spreading manipulation and lies through the use of automation tools.
These abuses finally appeared as the Cambridge Analytica scandal, and I had proven to myself and my colleagues
how easy it was to betray people's trust, in my own small way. I asked multiple friends to "send compliments" to
the same person, automatically using the "Like"-button on thousands of posts, automatically inviting people to
charitable causes, and finally, scraping private message history from Facebook.
- Further investigation in to companies, I uncovered more rule breakers. Corruption from greed in public
sector was the megalomaniac version of small-business corruption. It appeared to me that nobody felt obligated
to
follow the established rules. These abuses were mostly in regard to data-privacy and data-integrity laws.
Software companies
that actively work against their customers / client to "double dip" in the free capitalist market. Selling personal data,
manufacturing false documentation, falsifying records, pay-walls, data "lockout", extortion, lying by
ommission, gross negligence, health code violations, identity theft, systemic racism in the
workplace /
State level, dismantling of homestead laws, were a few "close encounters" with Justice. Unfortunately
many
of these are still unmitigated. The struggle is real, indeed.
- As a residential host to nurses, foreign travelers, and local people, I learned acceptance,
tolerance, patience. I worked to overturn a living space in under 20 minutes, dining etiqette, and
learned about many different cultures from visitors. I learned landording laws, but more importantly, I learned
stewardship, as I tried to make my humble little plot profitable. I learned horticulture as it
applied to growing food in a garden and transforming sand in to soil through composting.
- I created a lush
garden in the desert that had no problem withstanding the hot Arizona summers. I studied municipal doctrine as
it related to
home ownership, and I documented minor failures of this society such as personal theft, noise ordinance, traffic
and commercial influence as the neighborhood grew around me.
- I also documented the technological advancements I
observed such as implementing street cameras at numerous intersections, implementing wireless technology for
monitoring sewage and gray water storage, traffic monitoring systems installed at night across the road,
and even the advancement of Gigabit fiber.
EMPLOYMENT HISTORY
Sitewat.ch
Front-end Developer
$10,000 over 1.5 years
As a Front-end developer at Sitewat.ch I implemented various interfaces for use with a web-security scanning tool
similar to pentest-tools.com required by Authorize.NET. I implemented web-safe standards according to Owasp.org,
and presented customers with a unified user experience for viewing possible vunerabilities in their
platform. My employer applied for many CVEs and credited all three team-mates on Google Security
Hall-of-Fame.
- Implemented a front-end interface for customers following Owasp guidelines such as safely escaping
"sinks",
anywhere in the application that a "user input" such as profile fields, or parts of the URL are inserted by into
the page for user feedback. This would prevent a user from sending a forged (XSRF) link meant to trick
the user
into clicking on something malicious (XSS).
- Participated in a DEFCON presentation of the effort, website vulnerability testing as a service using Nexus,
and the
individual contributions of my employer to the field. Revealing dozens of new exploits, and existing
vulnerabilities on major public service platforms.
- Used modern (at the time) design principals such as responsiveness such as resizing elements on the page for
different devices and high contrast. Implemented Accessibility features, such as using alt-tags to describe
content for screen readers, tab-indexes, i18t internationalization for over 50 languages. Authentication
features such as OAuth and HTTPS for secure login.
EPIC Research & Diagnostics
Software Engineer & Network Administrator
$200,000 over 2.5 years
As a software engineer for a start-up medical company, I was required to "wear multiple hats". This meant
including myself in business planning meetings, financial discussions, option vesting, military contract
proposals, FDA DNVO
submissions, data integrity, formal process improvement.
I started by creating a data entry database to migrate written records to digital form using Microsoft SQL server
for storage and querying. Data was entered by workers from a temp-hiring agency, so I provided basic level
technical support, any time there was confusion for a field, basic training, and user account creation through
>Active Directory (Microsoft LDAP).
I wrote a kiosk to use along side the medical device to minimize network risk and simplify workflow for hospital
technicians.
I implemented a Windows Business Server, complete with Exchange, networked file access, file-system revision
history, RAID mirroring, Exchange email, Active Directory, Group Policy coinciding
with a network policy that adheres to CFR 21 Part 11, general ITSM support, rackmounted servers for job
processing and on-premise "cloud"-like virtual machines with Hyper-V, Microsoft SQL Server
Finally, a colleague and I implement a "cloud"-like medical data record server in Microsoft MVC (a
successor to Master pages). This service assigned a geographic location to each medical device in the field, and
synchronized data between the client facing kiosk and the on-premise backend. The web-based system also presented
doctors with a portal to log in and review patient records remotely.
Patient records were displayed similar to the kiosk. At that time, I decided it would be a huge benefit to the
business to rewrite the client software using Window Presentation Foundation controls and remove some of
the 3rd party libraries. I was also able to reduce the processing time from 10 minutes to 10 seconds, and process
videographic snapshots of the patient scan. I wrote an automated validation process that tested the same
images with old and new versions of the client software. I used Selenium to validate the user experience of
the front-end web interface.
- Participated in business development and directional meetings such as applying for FDA approval using the DNVO
process with a precusor device called the Asira, which uses electrodes to communicate mitochondrial stresses on
the body.
- Implemented an unmaximised Small Business Server with Microsoft Exchange to minimize hosting costs and secure
intellectual property. Configured Active Directory and Group Policy to provide ubiquitous
file-system revision history across all connected systems.
- Wrote a kiosk explorer shell to minimize security risk and simplify workflow for device technicians in
the hospitals the company contracted with. Developed an automated and manual formal test process for validating
the new platform.
- Rewrote the main client application directly connected to the device, and assisted in writing web-based
medical record service for doctors to view patient information. Used Selenium for automated testing and
validation.
Study Sauce
Principal Engineer
$300,000 over 3 years
During my tenure, the owner and I designed and developer 3 unique platforms. The first platform was primarily a
marketing and sales front-end to test the target market for the minimally viable product. Students
would enter an individual, authenticated interface and enter their class schedule. When finished, we converted
their schedule to a comprehensive week plan complete with when they should study each topic. This was to
demonstrate and teach the student about time / work / study management, and encourage interleaving.
The second product expanded on the studying idea by making the class schedule the first step in an online learning
course. The course had 15 individual lessons, each lesson used gamification by providing a video tutorial,
asking a few simple quiz questions, and then giving the student a badge reward. This was meant to incentivize the
student to come back and complete future lessons. We also implemented A/B marketing using Google marketing
goals. This presented a specific percent of our traffic with two different landing pages based on the concept we
were testing.
The third product was an spaced-repitition system. "[We wanted to make somethig fun]". This was an app that
worked
natively on iOS and had a matching web-based user experience. The app kept track of progress and then
synchronized with the backend service for persistent database storage. The web-based administration offered
teachers a way to change content that was then synchronized to every student using the app client.
Spaced-repitition is a technique Jeopardy players and medical students alike use to memorize a lot of content
about a subject. It works by presenting the entire set of information on the first day of use, then only
presenting wrongly answered flash cards on the subsequent days of use.
That is, if a card is answered incorrectly,
it's presented the next day, if the answer is correct, the next day is skipped and it is reviewed 2 days later, if
it is answered correctly again, it isn't presented until day 5, day 10, day 20, day 30, and so on. By spacing out
when the
correct information is reviewed and increasing the freqeuncy for incorrect answer, this improve memory retention
and the ability to recall the correct answer quickly.
- Built a minimal viable product (MVP) using the Drupal platform. Created A/B marketing
pages to cater to our target market. Organized student schedules into a weekly plan in PDF format. Self-hosted
website running on a personal Linux (LAMP) server.
- Built a learning course using Symphony. Built 15 individual lessons using gamification reward system to
keep students interested. Built 6 different tools to get students to think long-term about goals and short term
organization in their weekly schedule. Integrated the weekly schedule with Google Calendar API.
- Built a spaced-repitition quiz app for memorization and active recall learning. Imported dozens
of lesson plans coiciding with elementary learning from BASIS schools. Imported a learning set for the US
Citizenship Test, requiring a basic understanding on American history.
- Simultaneously devepoled an iOS app and web-based user experience to make better use of Apple's iOS
store marketing pipeline. Connected in app content to Authorize.NET to monetize learning content. This
was intended to by a selling point for B2B (business-to-business) contracts.
Charles Schwab
Software Engineer
$60,000 over 4 months
In a short sprint at this company, I began to observe oddities of corporate behavior. In between being nagged by
my freshly assigned project manager over elusive "employee training", and other managers about "what firm
do your represent?", I investigated the company's corporate structure. Their internet "social network" was
anything but social, built on Microsoft Sharepoint.
Internally, attitudes we moot, people came to work, kept to themselves, formed alliances with people who spoke the
same language. The building was structured more like a money-data vault with very little sunlight. The basement
floor I was assigned to was full of anti-social contractors. Champagne Charlie could afford to keep me
around but I was let go for my "attitude".
While trying to rationalize why such a significant company would intentionally "Manage me out" (yes, this
is a real strategy), I had my first experience with Toast-masters. This seems like a great way for employees to
get to know one another, and learn about public speaking. Charle's Schwab apparently offered "learning
tracks" to their employees and would sponsor testing and certifications. In particular a track to becoming an ITSM
"security manager" with zero coding experience.
One of the more exciting events was a "Kaizen" workshop formed for employees. This was a good way to
introduce continuous integration style practices, in a formalized way, to people who haven't studied
Agile and require lots of structure. Tried not to take offense when another employee passive-agressively
expressed that I "needed to get up to speed". Out of this meeting, my team was inspired to brainstorm ways their
project applies to business needs. This was great because I had a lot of experience brainstorming outside
of the basement, but all ideas during the session were still confined to a very small box in the form of a
window-less conference room.
- Learned the corporate structure through a Microsoft Sharepoint based social networking application. Helped
managers identify "key stake-holders" for supporting our project's effort. Integrated with "big personalities"
by being friendly and trying not to pry into previous experiences.
- Realized one of the major reasons their simple project, "remove secondary access to databases through an
internet request tool" was so difficult to accomplish because they insisted on using Rational Unified Process.
Charles Schwab heavily relies on IBM and RUP is an IBM product.
- Tried to navigate "big personalities" from a tremendous project manager as I asked to help with timeline
goals. Tried to retrain my managers to approach RUP holistically, that is, all documentation should have been
developed simultaneously, rather than sequentially. The methodology in RUP doesn't make this clear, but drawing
from past miseries using the process at the medical company, I saw this as a major failure point.
- Failed to communicate the importance of brainstorming topics and diversifying your environment as a means to
creatively solving a problem. Introduced managers to a document control system (DCS). Configured a Microsoft
Sharepoint site to link to "artifacts" within the DCS.
- By the end of the experience I had realized I was being intentionally ignored as a part of an external growth
process. Thank you to Charles Schwab for being large enough to bank-roll my failures. I was also emotionally
detached when I realized an 80 year old mainframer came to work with an eye infection instead of taking care of
herself and retiring (since she worked for a retirement company), I viewed this as flagrantly hypocritical and
sad.
Swiftpage
Senior Software Engineer
$100,000 over 14 months
The same day of my release from my previous company, I was invited to interview at a small-business
marketing company. This was particularly interesting because my father's manufacturing company is a client. I saw
this as both a way to better understand marketing, and even improve upon a product his company relied on. With his
advice to "work for a small-business", I was excited to contribute.
During my tenure, realizing my propensity for quelling disorderly behavior, I was as minimally disorderly
as possible. I tested networking features by using reddit.com/NSFW from the bathroom. They did indeed implement a
censhorship system on their internet connection, the results were abstract to me, something I'd like to see
changed for remote-workers and personal-accountability.
Human Resources implemented a policy for "unlimited paid-time-off". This is a psychological trick to get people to
take less time off, feeling like it's always there when they need it. I worked an entire year, about 3,500 hours
learning NodeJS without taking a single day off, even during the Christmas holiday when most of the office was
empty. Ironically, when I first entered the company, a woman was begging for time off over conference calls. This
is a failing policy and people should be compensated fairly for their time.
The development process consisted of employees trying to avoid an antiquated megolith written with overly burdened
state-management design principals ("feature completness", see Microsoft Code-Complete). When a change was
integrated the system would need to be update after work hours on Wednesday nights. If the change caused a failure
in the test-automation suite that was both precious and lacking "integration tests" the entire change would
be rolled back and attempted again the next night. It was the absolute worse possible method of avoiding
continuous integration (in software, solutions were widely available from major distributors).
The company offered a "learning track" and modes for self-improvement and even made their Job description sound
like they would pay for, or contribute to my education. At one point LinkedIn Learning was advertised to employees
in the office, and they offered sponsorship. I spent the entire month programming on the work project, and using
my secondary monitor to absorb programing and management courses on LinkedIn. When the month trial period expired,
LinkedIn Learning billed my personal account instead of the business account I had joined through.
Eventually, the work became too much, when I witnessed other managers in the office yelling at my boss to change
the pricing model to perpetuate the multi-level marketing sales. I offered to take my boss to lunch after he told
me that "the company has high expectations of me" without formalizing or writing those expectations down. Employee
reviews were conducted through ADP, at the beginning of the year he asked me for "what goals I would like to
accomplish". These goals were never readdressed, and at the end of the year, the goals my boss wrote into ADP had
nothing to do with the goals I sent him at the beginning of the year. My boss criticized my in front of other
employees in addition to the criticism in our monthly one-on-one meetings. I had enough, I was being "Managed
out".
- Built a marketing front end that integrates with Zuora (the billing platform like Authorize.NET). Used Angular
JS to create a new login form, account settings, buy funnel, billing statement (PDF generated by Zuora),
and itemized purchase page.
- Integrated Zuora with Eloqua, an enterprise email marketing solution from Oracle (similar to SendGrid). Failed
to explain to my boss Amazon AWS doesn't support C# unless it is built on .NET Core and would require a rewrite
of the entire platform. Lost a month of effort and switched to NodeJS which was much more widely support on AWS.
Used API calles of both Zuora and Eloqua to create a micro-service, or serverless function (not
sure of the correct name, lots of terminology was being thrown around at the time)
- Formed alliances with the marketing team that was competing for the same ownership over the product sales
feature of the customer facing website. Validated and automated a manual process costing the company no less
that $10,000 per year. It felt awkward to change teams within the same company, so I didn't apply for
alternative roles they advertised even thought they matched my skill-set.
- Realized I was being Managed out when my boss told me the effort working with multiple marketing
managers to automate and validated a manual billing process was "a waste". I saw the effort as a simple
equation, if a company spends $10,000 per year on a manual process, and pays me to automate the process, it is
somewhere between 1 - 2 years of operating automatically before they save and repurpose the money that would
have been spent on manual labor. The employees involved we all ecstatic to never have to do this again, but my
boss couldn't be concinved.
- For the first time in my life, I felt I needed to take control of my life, instead of just taking things as
they come. I quit. It was obvious people didn't want to communicate with me decently.
Sabbatical
Indentured Servitude
$60,000 over 2 years
Realizing my mind wasn't fit for corporate or the small-business world, I turned my study to something more
philosphical. I tried to get to know people through hosting. I applied for a job in San Franscisco with digit.co.
I realized quickly the financial sector would not be kind to me.
I left the US for 3 months to live in Poland. I cashed out all my credit cards. I learned what it meant to live
with a packed suitcase. I studied philosophy, The Bible, Hinduism, Buddhism, Judaism, and spiritual religions. I
navigated a foriegn country with my wife, I was amazed by how things had progressed having not been to Europe for
10 years. Internet was widely available, dozens of American services like Uber and Airbnb were widely
available. I was amazed that censorship of American TV programs was still common practice. Despite being an
America and paying for HBO, I wasn't allowed to watch the same HBO programs in Europe.
I became a father in Poland after American doctors told my wife that she would have a natural birth if they
decided that was the safest method of delivery. I saw a pattern of abuse of authority when doctors now
promote cesarean surgeries. They can collect more money from insurance companies, not because the recovery or
delivery is safer. Doctors told my wife that "In America the doctor decides what is best for you, and if you don't
like it you can go back to Poland." after she requested an episiotomy. Doctors in America don't practice medicine
once they leave college and get to a specific level of authority.
I Poland we enjoyed many beautiful gardens. My wife enjoyed speaking her native language and I enjoyed learning
it. She taught me about history, and I realized I could stand on a side-walk that was older than all of United
States history. I was catered to at hospitals. I walked in one day with a kidney pain and was able to talk to a
doctor immediately, they prescribed a rosemary oil based medicine and I didn't owe thousands or even hundreds of
dollars for the visit.
The doctors treated my wife with respect. They didn't question where she came from, they did ask why she came to
Poland and we explained how doctors have no problem betraying people's trust in American medicine. The hospital
refunded the money we spent on consultations we had before paying for a birthing package. This was absolutely
astounding compared to Phoenix, Arizona doctors that wanted nearly $20,000 up-front with no refunds should
something happen, that price does not include the hospital bill. We were able to pay for child delivery out of
pocket.
Airline companies act differently in Europe, almost like they want people to travel easily. The only difficulty
was in Sweden when they required we come to the airport 4 hours ahead of time with a printed copy of our baording
pass, the charged a $40 fine for printing out my ticket and being late after my wife argued with them not to
cancel our flight. This was a flagrant abuse of power and the women behind us was not so lucky, they cancelled her
flight. We flew Nordic Airlines before it was renamed to Norse Atlantic because of American politics not being
able to compete with a government that subsidized flights thanks to being a large oil-refining country.
We encountered systemic "dragging of feet" visiting government offices and nagivating paperwork. We completed a
Consulary Report of Birth Abroad, and gained United States and Polish citizenship (dual-citizenship)
for our first born son within
the month following his birth. I realized in the hospital that I'm living in a time period where circumcision
could be considered a "form of abuse", this weighed on me heavily, but ultimately after researching the genitals
couldn't be cleaned until 3 years of age, we decided to circumcise. This was an "uncommon request" hospital staff
explained, but they were able to source a female Jewish surgeon from New York. I'm amazed at how perfectly well
our trip went despite politics making it appear as though The Old World is behind America technologically.
American doctors, unfamiliar with Noam Chomsky's opinions on American Exceptionalism, explained to us that America
is the best place in the world for medicine. I've laid this false information to rest, it is banter and nothing
more, people are mostly the same everywhere, some ambitious and educated, some lazy and avoiding work, and some
happy to do food deliveries with American software platforms.
- Discovered Poland an amazing American and Schengen ally. Practiced the Polish language I learned
through Duolingo. Consulted with doctors on child birth. Confronted government paperwork with agility and
punctuality. Avoided having my marraige certificate stolen from me with a side note of casual rascism directed
at my wife, stemming from Jewish inheritance. Lived happily, and nearly applied for a job setting up
rseidential
A/V home automation equipment in Wilonow, a suburb of Warschawa.
- Learned about child birth, episiotomy, and catering to a new-born and a wounded wife. Thanks to the surgical
precision of the episiotomy my wife was able to heal and nearly stop bleeding after only 3 days of discomfort.
She had her "disolvable" stitches removed after 3 days because they poked her and the bleeding already stopped.
I cooked for her every day in a small apartment loft booked through Airbnb.
- Navigated government offices and paperwork to complete applications for a United States and Polish
citizenship. Gained dual-citizenship for our son, and felt a great reward from having the Consular Report
of
Birth Abroad. Felt like a diplomat visting multiple government offices. In Poland, asking a government worker to
do work felt more like asking for a favor, where in America paying a fee feels more like an expectation that
work will get done.
- Visited gardens and absorbed Polish history through visiting old shops, and castles downtown. Relearned how to
enjoy people. Learned about cooking and philosophy. Learned about religion and politics as "Seperation of Church
and State" is an American ideal. In Poland, government offices are heavily influence by Cathoicism, and that
affects policies like abortion being illegal (2022 in Arizona this seems relevant). In American politics,
seperation of church and state is an "ideal", ideal means ideally, politics are fair for all beliefs, but that
isn't always how law turns out in practice.
- Realizing this distinction, I turned my foundational knowledge of religion towards to law. I tried to search
for philosophical dichotomies where the law doesn't match "ideal" situations, where the law has a short-coming
of morality. Personally, I wanted to understand my own experience with the law as it related to being lied to
over a Solar leasing program from Tesla (then SolarCity owned by Elon Musk's brother in law).
idTech 3 Game Engine
Game Engine Developer
$60,000 over 2 years
When I first approached this game-engine, I intended to improve the loading experience of QuakeJS. QuakeJS is a
Web Assembly / emscripten port of Quake 3 to the web-browser. The loading process took about 10 minutes over
cellular network, and desktop was not much better. It first loads the Trial Demo content, about 300 MBs of data.
Then it loads additional game data to run custom levels ("maps" as they are called in game).
My approach was to minimize the number of line changes stylistically. That is, rather than moving and renaming
functions, I would use a pre-compiler macro to create the necessary logical breaks in the function, then call the
new broken up function in the same sequence that QuakeJS did. Since I already had a working implementation, it was
easy for me to see if my change caused a breaking error, or if it was indeed calling the function just like the
original port, only with less code changes.
Once completed with the code changes, I iterated on development trying to find the most burdensome pieces of code.
i.e. The parts that added the most complexity through new variables, lots of line changes, bug reports,etc. One of
the biggest hurdles was this idea of a file manifest.json. This was hard to create, and people ran into errors
trying to generate additional content through the repack.js script. The author's intention was to repackage game
assets to be smaller and compatible with web. I reapproached this issue 3 times during my development.
Once I had a solid foundation and a working Web Assembly build, I attempted to distill out of emscripten only the
system-level APIs that it required to run this particular engine. I expected to double the performance, and that's
exactly what came from the effort. By removing the complexity implemented by emscripten's burdensome file-system
APIs, extra work being done by the GL emulator, and memory leaking from Audio spatialization with SDL2, I was able
to double the performance. Maps that used to only run well at 30 frames per second (FPS) could now run at 60FPS
and in-general I could run the engine at over 200 FPS inside the browser window.
I then turned my focus to game developement, I wanted to implement a Portal system similar to prioprietary
closed-source forks. I was able to adapt some of the code left-over from the original game that was left unused in
the source code. I copied some of the models from another Portal implementation and implemented the missing
functionality to display droppable portal or wall mounted portals like the game Portal from Valve. This was an
interesting project because it required a fairly in depth understanding of renderer code and limitations enforced
from legacy systems.
I realized this work was much too fun for one person and I reached out to other community leaders like to owner of
lvlworld.com with an idea to present all the lvlworld maps in 3D as a fun exploration tool for visitors. He loved
the idea and eventually rewrote my entire effort to his own accord. I felt terrible about not being able to
support the website anymore, but ultimately it felt like a win having another proprietary, closed source
implementation as a good learning experience for the owner, Tig.
- Taught myself the C, C++, Web Assembly, and emscripten eco-system based on examplary work from inolen and
QuakeJS. Learned to communicate with other community leaders. Learned there is a heavy bias towards not
violating GPL licenses with other GPL licenses. This is a huge roadblock for software, but I understand no one
would agree with me. They just don't see discovery and learning as being more important than respecting
propriety. The propietors of many engine forks don't feel the need to share their work with anyone.
- Learned to use Discord. Assisted in other people's discovery path by answering technical questions about the
engine. Provided line-by-line demonstrations of how I might have solved a similar problem they are facing. Tried
to built community membership by encouraging developers to explore a variety of communities as they search for
answers to their design questions. For example, if one community already tackled display unicode, it's possible
the licensing would allow them to reuse code for their own open-source implementation.
- Contributed to open-source projects and was a member of GitHub Arctic Vault. Eventually stopped working on the
project entirely due to legal threats. I asked community members about licensing and they were disinterested at
best. The understanding of legality was more important than the developmental outcome of my effort.
- Learned a lot about vector graphics, linear algebra, graphics hardware, 3D algorithms. Learned about my own
mind and my ability to absorb knowledge and experience from working with other people. Learned to enjoy software
development again, it felt like I was doing it for myself instead of being told to do it for someone else like
in the corporate or small-business environment. Learned the process of learning is sometimes more important than
the outcome
- Learned to use Twitch and Youtube live streaming. Learned to use Web Assembly in a vast array of projects,
porting software to the web browser is very fascinating to me, even though it feels like propriatary
close-source companies are trying to destroy the free and open web. Learned to filter out which parts of my
experience are relevant, extreme, or unnecessary.
ACCOMPLISHMENTS
- Learned about whole body health, and how mitochondrial stressors are represented by low-level light detection
eminated from the body (Kirlian imaging). A previously thought psuedo-science has scientific backing when
Eukyotes "powerhouse" the mitochondria is treated like a radio signal.
- Learned to expand my learning through better study methods. Iterating through study techniques every day to
exercise my eididic memory. Continued my studies using the interleaving method so my mind never gets fixated on
a single box for too long. Increasing blood-flow and brain activity by learning construction, physical exercise,
and new techniques in software development.
- Improved my spiritual health by trying to reconcile religious beliefs with scientific possibilities through
extensive study of multiple world religion. Began to understand the patterns how many beliefs are built on top
of other beliefs. Development a constradictarian mindset by question the belief systmes of colleagues that only
focus on their own "1 true religion". Quelled my own personal philosphies in favor of philosphy learned versus
philosphy implemented in my behavior.
- Learning game engine specifics like physics interactions with many entities, 3D geometric spaces, linear
algebra, familiarity with floating point hardware (GPUs), graphics processing pipelines, Web Assembly, and the
C, C++, Makefile eco-system.
- Read and familiarized myself with dozens of statutes including Arizona Landlord/Lesser laws, CPPA (California
Privacy Act), GDPR (European General Data Protection Regulation), CFR 21 Part 11, PCI-DSS (Payment Card Industry
- Data Security Standards), Title 47 (Federal Communication Regulation pending), Arizona Traffic Laws (in it's
entirety), Arizona Property Statutes (Title 33), HIPAA, tax regulations, dozens of apriori relevant to main
stream outcomes, dozens of encyclopedia entries related to law and regulation.
- Overcoming childhood trauma and prayer as a methodology for improving memory retention (in progress). Taking
notes on oscillating thought every second. It appears that thinking about possibility or planning the future is
the opposite of living in the moment. Possible expansion of intuition by oscillating between possibility and
then focusing on the moment, blurring vision of current scenery, then focusing on nothing, even the word
"nothing" in my mind to detach. Hard to oscillate at 60 BPM, might be the key to controlling theta waves.
Putting slight pressure with my hand on the back of my head helps to clear thoughts, might help with motion
sickness. Indictation not to pop my knuckles or crack my joints, conflict with chiropracty (in progress)?
COMPUTER SOFTWARE
- NodeJS - 10,000+ hours - Expert
- Linux, Windows, MacOS - 10,000+ hours - Expert
- C, C++, Makefile - 10,000+ hours - Expert
- PHP - 10,000+ hours - Expert
- English - 10,000+ hours - Expert
- Web-based UX design - 10,000+ hours - Expert
- Web-based Validation - 10,000+ hours - Expert
- Time Management - 10,000+ hours - Expert (just ask to see my calendar)
- Studying Demons - 10,000+ hours - Expert
ADDITIONAL TRAINING
- 120 hours of LinkedIn Learning Management Courses
- 10,000+ hours studying Philosophy, Psychology, and Theology (I'm like an encyclopedia of barely useful
information)
- The full ET experience thanks to Nikola Tesla.
EDUCATION
BA - Bachelor's of Science in Computer Science, Northern Arizona University, Flagstaff, Arizona, 2010 (GPA 2.5)
HONORS AND AWARDS
None
VOLUNTEER WORK & COMMUNITY INVOLVEMENT
ACM - Association for Computing Machinery
IEEE - Institute of Electronics Engineers
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